Archive for August, 2007

Hitting the Panic Button

Tuesday, August 28th, 2007

After weeks of simply reading and sleeping through my books, I’m down to panic mode.  Tomorrow’s the start of midterms - MS2, Psych & Skills Lab.  Then on Fri - Pedia & CD.  Why am I suddenly hoping for a typhoon to get into the country and cancel the darn exams?  Why am I even writing a blog when I should be poring over handouts and books?!  Just my way of decreasing anxiety or elevating the pressure factor.  Once a crammer, always a crammer;p  Naku umuulan na! Hehehe… Be careful what you wish for… You just might get it.  Tingnan natin.  In the meantime, panahon ng magbuklat muli ng libro, handout at … samplex? Ahehe…  Matira matibay sa lahat ng test takers!=)

Dream Chasing

Friday, August 24th, 2007

Maggie couldn’t believe it. Jimmy jumped off the bus and started running in the direction of the rail transit.   Maggie followed suit and shouted, "Jimmy, come back here!"   

While running after Jimmy,  Maggie was questioning why she even bothered.  For some reason, she felt this compulsion to chase after him as if Jimmy had taken something from her or he just worried her for acting so strangely.  She tried retracing what happened on the bus.  They were just having a conversation.  She couldn’t even remember what it was…  Anyway, she kept on running and running but she wasn’t able to keep up.  Jimmy was already on the train.

Next scene.  Maggie was at the hospital working when she heard Jimmy had been admitted because of some serious illness.  Maybe it was caused by all that running in the first place.  Silly boy, Maggie thought to herself.  She visited him during her break and found him in deep thought lying down slightly pale with some bandages on him.  Jimmy sat up immediately upon seeing her.  Not bothering to ask how he got those bandages or what his illness was, she asked him, "Why did you run from me, Jimmy?"

Jimmy answered, "Maggie, I … I need your help."  He looked at her earnestly.  Damn it, I’ve always had a problem resisting his face, Maggie thought to herself.  Then she said, "What is it, Jimmy? What’s the problem?"

Jimmy relayed his story. Turns out that a distant relative had willed him a fortune, but to acquire it, he had to be married by the end of the month.   

What kind of clause is that?! This isn’t supposed to happen in real life.  It’s like that movie ‘The Bachelor’.  Maggie thought to herself.  This was definitely bizaare. Still she remained quiet willing Jimmy to finish his story.

Jimmy finished saying, "So you see, Maggie, you’ve got to help me."

Maggie sat down on the bed and asked, "Help you?  How?"

Jimmy moved closer to her and looked into her eyes saying, "What I’m asking is for us to…."

Maggie couldn’t believe what he was trying to say and stood up abruptly, "Jimmy! Are you kidding me?  The end of the month is next week!  There is no bloody freakin’ way that is going to happen.  And since when have you ever thought of me in that way?"

Jimmy tried appealing to her good nature, "Look, Maggie, my condition is serious.  I can’t burden my parents, my family of this… this thing I’m going through.  You know, I wouldn’t care less if I weren’t sick.  The money is going to help a lot.  Please, Maggie you’ve got to help me…"

Maggie sat down and looked at Jimmy quietly.  Then turned away thoughts racing through her head.  Is this it?   Is this how it’s supposed to happen?  Whatever happened to romance?  Bull, I have got to leave that to romance novels, she thought.  It would be a lie if she said that she didn’t feel anything more than friendship for this guy.  What to do?  Jump into marriage just to help out a bud I’ve been attracted to for ages.  She smiled wryly, God sure has a strange sense of humor. Please, somebody wake me up from this dream.

And so I did.

Tightening the Belt

Tuesday, August 21st, 2007

I’m on a diet so to speak;p  I think I understood well enough how going through part-time would affect me from the very beginning.  However window shopping and realizing that you can’t buy what you’re looking at even if you wanted to got me griping about this particular reality.  Well I could always work more hours… but I don’t want to hehehe… I mean what’s the point of going part-time if I don’t use my time studying and relaxing right?  Anyway, what ‘inspired’ me to write this was a trip to Southmall with Lars and Ing.  Haven’t gone out with PILE in a long time.  Well, Pia’s not there but that’s excusable since she has a wedding to plan and take care of.  So we went to the mall with Tita Letty, Inggie’s mom, and helped her pick new office wear.  Stuff were on sale - way cool! I’d like to think it’s a blessing to not have extra money to splurge with but it’s got my tummy in knots hehehe…  So we just watched ‘A Love Story’ which was nice.  It’s a simple and typical story but the acting was superb.  None of the OA dramas of the 80s;p  Maricel is still a winner! Aga sure is promoting his new abs.  And Angelica delivered…  After the movie, we still had to get Jeff white shorts for Mito/Isa/Nikki’s party.  Then wondering what to do while waiting for him to pick us up, I found a Revlon counter setup with their latest line.  That got me interested.  I was just making my way to it…. Next thing I know I’m sitting down with this nice lady giving me a makeover or make-better as Ing calls it.  Well, what do you know… getting gorgeous for free hehehe…  Sayang at walang gimmick after - still had work to go to. Ing and Lars followed then other girls started coming over.  What is promotor?!  Ing wasn’t able to hold it and just had to buy the new Midnight Swirl.  Really tempting… good thing I didn’t have a credit card with me;p  Hmm, can’t wait to get another makeover with a different look…  This look is supposed to be natural.  Perhaps something with drama next time;p  Yep, time to get creative without emptying thy pockets. 

Pedia Project… Done!

Thursday, August 16th, 2007

Phew… I thought it would never end;p  And lookee here, no classes!  Supertyphoon Egay sure knows how to make an exit… 8 hours of sleep here I come=)  Wonder if there’ll still be classes tomorrow - ok, that’s pushing it…  Mahirap nang walang Pedia at Psych.  I wonder how Sir Santos is going to play catch up next week. I think we’ve only had one decent lecture since Prelims.  Kumusta naman yon?  Anyway, now i can browse without any guilt…. Well, nabawasan significantly…. Still have to hit the books for Midterms.  Jeez, just looking at the topics kills me… bam-bam!  Paycheck just slipped through my fingers - there goes the repair of War Machine and my credit card bill.  What is half the salary?  Ok lang —  that’s what it’s for right?  I just hope Pa and Roj get a replacement alternator quick…  I can’t wait for the next payday… I have to get Don a present and get a DVDRW to finally unload this freakin’ PC and repartition.  I think I’ve been saying that over and over for the last year hehehe…  Hindi gumana ang mga parinig ko sa mga nagbibingibingihang mga kapatid! Hay i need a … watchamacallit?  An angel!  Sugar daddy! hahaha… wish ko lang. You can see that nothing much is lurking in my brain - no deep thoughts or emotions.  Yes, what is lutang na kamalayan?  I better hit the sheets.  At least there’s something new in my profile…. Yep, gotta update once in a while…

I finally got the pic!

Monday, August 13th, 2007

Quite ridiculous really to feel so good about getting a pic - so highschool! Hahaha…. Nevermind if it’s not my best pose - arrgh, the slouch, the paunch and braces. But what the heck! I’m with friends and the latest crush Jam- still very much a fan of Wiseguys;p  The photo was actually taken months ago obviously at WiseGuys’ last gig.  It reminds me of happier times with this particular set of friends.  Jeez, so much has happened…  Can’t wait for that video Mabeth’s gonna have edited!

Stephen King’s Take on the Harry Potter Series - Love it!

Saturday, August 11th, 2007

I can’t help it - just gotta post it;p

Source:  Stephen King: The Last Word on Harry Potter
http://www.ew.com/ew/article/0,,20044270_20044274_20050689_3,00.html

And so now the hurly-burly’s done, the battle’s lost and won — the
Battle of Hogwarts, that is — and all the secrets are out of the
Sorting Hat. Those who bet Harry Potter would die lost their money; the
boy who lived turned out to be exactly that. And if you think that’s a
spoiler at this late date, you were never much of a Potter fan to begin
with. The outrage over the early reviews (Mary Carole McCauley of The Baltimore Sun, Michiko Kakutani of The New York Times) has faded…although the sour taste lingers for many fans.

It lingers for me, too, although it doesn’t have anything to do with
the ultimately silly concept of ‘’spoilers,” or the ethics of jumping
the book’s pub date. The prepublication vow of omertà was,
after all, always a thing concocted by publishers Bloomsbury and
Scholastic, and not — so far as I know — a part of either the British
Magna Carta or the U.S. Constitution. Nor does Jo Rowling’s impassioned
protest (”I am staggered that some American newspapers have decided to
publish…reviews in complete disregard of the wishes of literally
millions of readers, particularly children…”) cut much ice with me.
These books ceased to be specifically for children halfway through the
series; by Goblet of Fire, Rowling was writing for everyone, and knew it.

The clearest sign of how adult the books had become by the conclusion arrives — and splendidly — in Deathly Hallows,
when Mrs. Weasley sees the odious Bellatrix Lestrange trying to finish
off Ginny with a Killing Curse. ”NOT MY DAUGHTER, YOU BITCH!” she
cries. It’s the most shocking bitch in recent fiction; since
there’s virtually no cursing (of the linguistic kind, anyway) in the
Potter books, this one hits home with almost fatal force. It is totally
correct in its context — perfect, really — but it is also a
quintessentially adult response to a child’s peril.

The problem with the advance reviews — and those that followed in
the first post-publication days — is one that has dogged Rowling’s
magnum opus ever since book 4 (Goblet of Fire), after the series
had become a worldwide phenomenon. Due to the Kremlin-like secrecy
surrounding the books, all reviews since 2000 or so have been strictly
shoot-from-the-lip. The reviewers themselves were often great — Ms.
Kakutani ain’t exactly chopped liver — but the very popularity of the
books has often undone even the best intentions of the best critical
writers. In their hurry to churn out column inches, and thus remain
members of good standing in the Church of What’s Happening Now, very
few of the Potter reviewers have said anything worth remembering. Most
of this microwaved critical mush sees Harry — not to mention his
friends and his adventures — in only two ways: sociologically (”Harry
Potter: Boon or Childhood Disease?”) or economically (”Harry Potter
and the Chamber of Discount Pricing”). They take a perfunctory wave at
things like plot and language, but do little more…and really, how can
they? When you have only four days to read a 750-page book, then write
an 1,100-word review on it, how much time do you have to really enjoy the book? To think
about the book? Jo Rowling set out a sumptuous seven-course meal,
carefully prepared, beautifully cooked, and lovingly served out. The
kids and adults who fell in love with the series (I among them) savored
every mouthful, from the appetizer (Sorcerer’s Stone) to the dessert (the gorgeous epilogue of Deathly Hallows).
Most reviewers, on the other hand, bolted everything down, then
obligingly puked it back up half-digested on the book pages of their
respective newspapers.

And because of that, very few mainstream writers, from Salon to The New York Times,
have really stopped to consider what Ms. Rowling has wrought, where it
came from, or what it may mean for the future. The blogs, by and large,
haven’t been much better. They seem to care about who lives, who dies,
and who’s tattling. Beyond that, it’s all pretty much duh.

So what did happen? Where did this Ministry of Magic come from?

Well, there were straws in the wind. While the academics and bighead
education critics were moaning that reading was dead and kids cared
about nothing but their Xboxes, iPods, Avril Lavigne, and High School Musical,
the kids they were worried about were quietly turning on to the novels
of one Robert Lawrence Stine. Known in college as ”Jovial Bob” Stine,
this fellow gained another nickname later in life, as — ahem — ”the
Stephen King of children’s literature.” He wrote his first teen horror
novel (Blind Date) in 1986, years before the advent of Pottermania…but soon you couldn’t glance at a USA Today best-seller list without seeing three or four of his paperbacks bobbing around in the top 50.

These books drew almost no critical attention — to the best of my knowledge, Michiko Kakutani never reviewed Who Killed the Homecoming Queen?
— but the kids gave them plenty of attention, and R.L. Stine rode a
wave of kid popularity, partly fueled by the fledgling Internet, to
become perhaps the best-selling children’s author of the 20th century.
Like Rowling, he was a Scholastic author, and I have no doubt that
Stine’s success was one of the reasons Scholastic took a chance on a
young and unknown British writer in the first place. He’s largely
unknown and uncredited…but of course John the Baptist never got the
same press as Jesus either.

Rowling has been far more successful, critically as well as
financially, because the Potter books grew as they went along. That, I
think, is their great secret (and not so secret at that; to understand
the point visually, buy a ticket to Order of the Phoenix and
check out former cutie Ron Weasley towering over Harry and Hermione).
R.L. Stine’s kids are kids forever, and the kids who enjoyed their
adventures grew out of them, as inevitably as they outgrew their
childhood Nikes. Jo Rowling’s kids grew up…and the audience grew up with them.

This wouldn’t have mattered so much if she’d been a lousy writer,
but she wasn’t — she was and is an incredibly gifted novelist. While
some of the blogs and the mainstream media have mentioned that
Rowling’s ambition kept pace with the skyrocketing popularity of her books, they have largely overlooked the fact that her talent
also grew. Talent is never static, it’s always growing or dying, and
the short form on Rowling is this: She was far better than R.L. Stine
(an adequate but flavorless writer) when she started, but by the time
she penned the final line of Deathly Hallows (”All was
well.”), she had become one of the finer stylists in her native
country — not as good as Ian McEwan or Ruth Rendell (at least not yet),
but easily the peer of Beryl Bainbridge or Martin Amis.

And, of course, there was the magic. It’s what kids want more than
anything; it’s what they crave. That goes back to the Brothers Grimm,
Hans Christian Andersen, and good old Alice, chasing after that
wascally wabbit. Kids are always looking for the Ministry of Magic, and
they usually find it.

One day in my hometown of Bangor, I was walking up the street and
observed a dirty-faced boy of about 3 with scabbed knees and a look of
extreme concentration on his face. He was sitting on the dirt strip
between the sidewalk and the asphalt. He had a stick in his hand and
kept jabbing it into the dirt. ”Get down there!” he cried. ”Get down
there, dammit! You can’t come out until I say the Special Word! You
can’t come out until I say so!”

Several people passed by the kid without paying much attention (if
any). I slowed, however, and watched as long as I could — probably
because I have spent so much time telling the things inhabiting my own
imagination to get back down and not come out until I say so. I was
charmed by the kid’s effortless make-believe (always assuming it was
make-believe, heh-heh-heh). And a couple of things occurred to me. One
was that if he had been an adult, the cops would have taken him away
either to the drunk tank or to our local Dreamboat Manor for a
psychiatric exam. Another was that kids exhibiting
paranoid-schizophrenic tendencies are simply accepted in most
societies. We all understand that kids are crazy until they hit 8 or
so, and we cut their groovy, anything-goes minds some slack.

This happened around 1982, while I was getting ready to write a long story about children and monsters (It),
and it influenced my thinking on that novel a great deal. Even now,
years later, I think of that kid — a little Minister of Magic using a
dead twig for a wand — with affection, and hope he didn’t consider
himself too old for Harry Potter when those books started appearing. He
might have; sad to think so, but one thing J.R.R. Tolkien acknowledges
that Rowling doesn’t is that sometimes — often, really — the magic goes
away.

It was children whom Ms. Rowling — like her Fear Street precursor,
but with considerably more skill — captivated first, demonstrating with
the irrefutable logic of something like 10 bazillion books sold that
kids are still perfectly willing to put aside their iPods and Game Boys
and pick up a book…if the magic is there. That reading itself is
magical is a thing I never doubted. I’d give a lot to know how many
teenagers (and preteens) texted this message in the days following the
last book’s release: DON’T CALL ME TODAY I’M READING.

The same thing probably happened with R.L. Stine’s Goosebumps books,
but unlike Stine, Rowling brought adults into the reading circle,
making it much larger. This is hardly a unique phenomenon, although it
seems to be one associated mainly with British authors (there was Huckleberry Finn, of course, a sequel to its YA little brother Tom Sawyer). Alice in Wonderland
began as a story told to 10-year-old Alice Liddell by Charles Dodgson
(a.k.a. Lewis Carroll); it is now taught in college lit courses. And Watership Down, Richard Adams’ version of The Odyssey
(featuring rabbits instead of humans), began as a story told to amuse
the author’s preteen daughters, Juliet and Rosamond, on a long car
drive. As a book, though, it was marketed as an ”adult fantasy” and
became an international best-seller.

Maybe it’s the British prose. It’s hard to resist the hypnotism of
those calm and sensible voices, especially when they turn to
make-believe. Rowling was always part of that straightforward
storytelling tradition (Peter Pan, originally a play by the Scot
J.M. Barrie, is another case in point). She never loses sight of her
main theme — the power of love to turn bewildered, often frightened,
children into decent and responsible adults — but her writing is all
about story. She’s lucid rather than luminous, but that’s okay; when
she does express strong feelings, she remains their mistress without
denying their truth or power. The sweetest example in Deathly Hallows
comes early, with Harry remembering his childhood years in the Dursley
house. ”It gave him an odd, empty feeling to remember those times,”
Rowling writes. ”[I]t was like remembering a younger brother whom he
had lost.” Honest; nostalgic; not sloppy. It’s a small example
of the style that enabled Jo Rowling to bridge the generation gap
without breaking a sweat or losing the cheerful dignity that is one of
the series’ great charms.

Her characters are lively and well-drawn, her pace is impeccable,
and although there are occasional continuity drops, the story as a
whole hangs together almost perfectly over its 4,000-plus page length.

And she’s in full possession of that famously dry British wit, as
when Ron, trying to tune in an outlaw news broadcast on his wizard
radio, catches a snatch of a pop song called ”A Cauldron Full of Hot
Strong Love.” Must have been some witchy version of Donna Summer doing
that one. There’s also her wry send-up of the British tabloids — about
which I’m sure she knows plenty — in the person of Rita Skeeter,
perhaps the best name to be hung on a fictional character since those
of Jonathan Swift. When Elphias Doge, the perfect magical English
gentleman, calls Rita ”an interfering trout,” I felt like standing up
and giving a cheer. Take that, Page Six! There’s a lot of meat
on the bones of these books — good writing, honest feeling, a sweet but
uncompromising view of human nature…and hard reality: NOT MY
DAUGHTER, YOU BITCH! The fact that Harry attracted adults as well as
children has never surprised me.

Are the books perfect? Indeed not. Some sections are too long. In Deathly Hallows,
for instance, there’s an awful lot of wandering around and camping in
that tent; it starts to feel like Ms. Rowling running out the clock on
the school year to fit the format of the previous six books.

And sometimes she falls prey to the Robinson Crusoe syndrome. In Crusoe,
whenever the marooned hero requires something, he ventures out to his
ship — which has conveniently run aground on the reef surrounding his
desert island — and takes what he needs from stores (in one of the most
amusing continuity flubs in the history of English literature, Robinson
once swims out naked…then fills his pockets). In much the same
manner, whenever Harry and his friends get into a tight corner, they
produce some new spell — fire, water to douse the fire, stairs that
conveniently turn into a slide — and squiggle free. I accepted most of
these, partly because there’s enough child in me to react gleefully
rather than doubtfully (in a way, the Potter books are The Joy of Magic rather than The Joy of Cooking)
but also because I understand that magic is its own thing, and probably
boundless. Still, by the time the Battle of Hogwarts was reaching its
climax of clumping giants, cheering portraits, and flying wizards, I
almost longed for someone to pull out a good old MAC-10 and start
blasting away like Rambo.

If all those creative spells — produced at the right moment like the
stuff from Crusoe’s ship — were a sign of creative exhaustion, it’s the
only one I saw, and that’s pretty amazing. Mostly Rowling is just
having fun, knocking herself out, and when a good writer is having fun,
the audience is almost always having fun too. You can take that one to
the bank (and, Reader, she did).

One last thing: The bighead academics seem to think that Harry’s
magic will not be strong enough to make a generation of nonreaders
(especially the male half) into bookworms…but they wouldn’t be the
first to underestimate Harry’s magic; just look at what happened to
Lord Voldemort. And, of course, the bigheads would never have credited
Harry’s influence in the first place, if the evidence hadn’t come in
the form of best-seller lists. A literary hero as big as the Beatles?
”Never happen!” the bigheads would have cried. ”The traditional
novel is as dead as Jacob Marley! Ask anyone who knows! Ask us, in
other words!”

But reading was never dead with the kids. Au contraire,
right now it’s probably healthier than the adult version, which has to
cope with what seems like at least 400 boring and pretentious
”literary novels” each year. While the bigheads have been predicting
(and bemoaning) the postliterate society, the kids have been
supplementing their Potter with the narratives of Lemony Snicket, the
adventures of teenage mastermind Artemis Fowl, Philip Pullman’s
challenging His Dark Materials trilogy, the Alex Rider
adventures, Peter Abrahams’ superb Ingrid Levin-Hill mysteries, the
stories of those amazing traveling blue jeans. And of course we must
not forget the unsinkable (if sometimes smelly) Captain Underpants.
Also, how about a tip of the old tiara to R.L. Stine, Jo Rowling’s
jovial John the Baptist?

I began by quoting Shakespeare; I’ll close with the Who: The kids
are alright. Just how long they stay that way sort of depends on
writers like J.K. Rowling, who know how to tell a good story
(important) and do it without talking down (more important) or
resorting to a lot of high-flown gibberish (vital). Because if the
field is left to a bunch of intellectual Muggles who believe the
traditional novel is dead, they’ll kill the damn thing.

It’s good make-believe I’m talking about. Known in more formal
circles as the Ministry of Magic. J.K. Rowling has set the standard:
It’s a high one, and God bless her for it.

 

Whizzing Thru and Slowing Down

Monday, August 6th, 2007

Honestly, I was working on writing in detail everything that’s happened since Fe landed in the Philippines.  So far I’ve just begun the day of Sai and Jenny’s weddings then…. Well, it really gets tiring going through everything or maybe I’m just not in the mood.  Not to say that the days I was gonna write about weren’t awesome. They were great really;p  I just don’t know if I’d rather keep them in my memory — which will probably take off in a month or so.  I guess I’ll settle for pictures…  Kaya Jen at Sai - please!  Pa-send naman as soon as they’re available.  hehehe, what is demanding?  Anyway, prelims is over.  I’ve gotten my grades for psych and ms. Pretty good…  I still can’t congratulate myself till I see the results for CD and Pedia.  Pedia is supposed to be a killer.  I dunno… Admittedly it was hard but like CD it could’ve been not as hard if I studied the right material and retained it which is kinda hard in my case.  Haay… I guess it means harder work for midterms=)  Not that I’m not enjoying it.  I’m now officially a part-timer!  Yep, the office just held off till the start of Aug to finally give their go signal.  Yes, the pay is cut down to half… but there’s no buying sleep and I’m savoring it=)  Yesterday I went home at 2am. It was supposed to be 1am but I got engrossed in that Jumbo Crossword game new teammate Iza has.  Then AmRose went through my CDP which was okay since I wasn’t in a hurry.  I was supposed to study but dozed off to an 8-hour sleep.  Heaven=)  Woke up at 11am.  Started work on my Pedia project.  I’ve got the framework up. The meat will be coming in later on.  Why am I blogging instead of working on it?  Well, I’m still at the office — hoping, praying that Roj will be dropped off and that I could get a free ride home hehehe…  So what else?  Uh, I’ve watched HP and the OFTP…. and finished the HP 7 book in 5 hours! hahaha… I couldn’t get myself to sleep that day.  I guess I was lucky nobody mentioned how the book ended.  The only other fanatic in my team was also out of budget just like me.  Man, that book was the best!  It’s confirmed my theories on why things were the way they were;p  I wouldn’t want to be a spoiler so get yourself a copy and read it. 

So here I am on slow-mo… Just taking it easy.  Planning to review not cram.  Hopefully get a gym visit in there. I swear my tummy is not a joke anymore… It’s starting to freak me out=P